Sunday, May 9, 2010

Happy Mothers Day!!



Happy Mothers day MOM!!
I LOVE YOU!!!
Top 3 Reasons Why...

1. She is always there for me! To listen, to help,
to encourage.
2. She is always happy and smiling! (she has the best smile!)
3. She is always serving someone else.

Mom i love you so much!
I am so grateful you are my mom!
You make me want to be a better person!
Everyday i strive to be like you!
Thank you for all you do for me!
Know that i love you more than all the fun
times we have had together!




Sunday, May 2, 2010

TRADE IN

I decided to Trade in my Toyota FJ and got a Toyota Tacoma.
I love it!
Brady Rocks and helped me put my lift on!
And i picked out the wheels and tires by myself, it was hard and have asked Jake
what I should get but by email it was tricky. But he saw a pic
and said that I picked well : )
It is now easier to see and have people get in and out... ha ha I love it.



Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Hard TImes.. but you will get through

love you grandpa!! miss you!

grandpa loved shooting guns and on the flowers for the boys and girls we got one of his shot gun shells and i took one off and it dropped in grandpas resting place and we all teased and said that grandpa wanted one too..
grandpa loved red and we let red balloons go...


So since Nov '09 my grandpa just kept getting sicker and sicker and we found out he had cancer Feb 4th esophageal cancer. Wow.. it was so hard! he just kept getting weaker and sicker and it just hadn't hit me yet. My grandma said that he always said that i was there with him on the end of the bed but then he would fall asleep and when he woke up i wouldn't be there and he would be kinda upset with my grandma that she let him fall asleep. Than I went and hung out down at his house with him. He had lost so much weight it and was getting weaker. He would change everyday and i didn't want to miss anything! I spent my 21 birthday (Feb 27) with him and my family that was there. It was the best birthday ever! I just sat on the bed holding his hand.. rubbing it as he fell asleep.. and he would wake up looking at me and saying.. oh my special girl your so beautiful.. it took everything for me not to cry in front of him! He woke up from one of his short naps and me and any aunt Teena were in is room and Teena reminded him that it was my "drinking birthday" and my grandpa said oh shit.. you can only drink if i am with you to have one too, ( my grandpa didn't drink he is just so cute and always looking out for me!! ) by this time he couldn't eat and could drink very little water! March 2ND was his birthday! he was not able to celebrate with us but we had a fire for him cuz that was all that he wanted he told us a couple days before! the grand kids went into his room to sing him happy birthday, he was not coherent but i was holding his and after we sang that i squoze it 3 times while i told him i loved him and he just squoze it back! March 3RD we were now giving him pain medicine every 15-20 minutes and he just was there sleeping. I was got there around 5 when i got off work and was there taking my turn giving the medicine till about 11 or so and than my grandpa passed away March 4th at like 3 in the morning!
I cant believe he is gone! but i am so grateful to have the gospel in my life that i know i will see him again soon! Even though i miss him so much right now!! I am so grateful and proud of the example my brother set to go serve a mission. He is able to bless families in mexico that they can have an eternal family and have the blessing that he and I have.
Grandpa i love you so much and miss ya tonz!

Monday, April 26, 2010

Joanna is married!

So i know this is old but i have posted much lately so i am trying to catch up.. : ) So Jo got married Jan 13! Crazy but i am so happy for her. She was beautiful and we had such a great time at her reception! Jo I am going to miss ya but life moves on and you found your best friend and i am so excited for you! Love ya!


At the friend shower : )


Jo! love you Tonz! so GRaTefUL for ya!


Saturday, April 10, 2010

Chuck Freak'n Norris



So I have to say that I love CHUCK NORRIS!!!
ha this made me laugh I had to put it on!
Ya I do have all the seasons on DVD : )

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Sister Alyssa Doman

Alyssa Doman!
She is so amazing! I went to her farewell today, she is going to be serving in California at the Oakland Temple visiter center spanish speaking! She spoke on Faith and what a powerful talk she gave. Alyssa is always happy, I don't think I have ever seen her with out a smile! She is always looking for someone to help and serve! She knows what she wants and will go for it! I love being around Alyssa she has this personality that you can't help but want to be like her! She has such a strong testimony and loves to share it! She is going to be a great missionary and I will miss her tonz! Love ya Lys!!!


All of this missionaries going out and coming home have been such a testimony builder for me! I am so grateful that girls and boys of age will take time to serve, and I am sure the people that they touch, teach, and grow to love are very grateful too!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

ELDER MILLER

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Elder Miller!
My brother left on his mission Jan 13th and I can't believe he is an Elder! That day was full of emotions, that I really can't put into words. I am so proud of my brother and love him so much! He is going to be the best missionary and everyone is going to love him as much as I do. Jake has a great attitude about anything that comes his way! He always has a smile on that will make anyone smile that sees it! He understands that it is more important to care about others more than himself!

We have received a letter and two emails from him already, and reading those put a smile on my face and a comfort in my heart! Jake is the best brother a sister could ask for he has always been there for me! Even though he is gone on his mission he is still here for me, and I felt that when I read his letter. He is a stud and is going to influence so many people and I can't wait to hear all of his stories! I love my family more than anything and am so grateful to know that we can be together forever! It is so exciting that Jake is going to be able to teach that to the people of mexico!
Love you snake!